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People usually addresses me as Chantel. Turned 17 on 18th June 92. Currently living + studying in Sydney. I used to be an Event organizer for night parties in Sg.

I am a divorcee, once married & divorced. I had my own baby, but aborted.You can call me cruel, heartless. But i still know my baby will live within me forever.

Chantel's story
19th May 09 - MY little baby existence♥!
25th May 09 - Bby proposed to me!
17th June 09 - Our Registration of Marriage!
22nd June 09 - see our baby scanning!
27th June 09 - My baby left me.
3rd July 09 - Wedding cancelled


read My pregnancy story***


You can mail me at:
forgetmetonight3@hotmail.com



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Friday, August 14, 2009

Hello! I finally managed to afford a little time out to blog here. And talk to my friends online once again :) Life is still as good. School is fine, my classmates and i are really bonded together. I just signed up for night classes and hiphop dance classes as well! It's a really good way to kill time! We have a lot of parties and gatherings during Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays.



Pictures of my classmates and schoolmates! This was our class gathering night. It was awesome. During that night some of the photographers from my school came to take pictures of us and gradually, they invited me to their photoshoots and to model for their international photo gallery portfolio?! Because i just posed for their cameras! LOL. Of course i did not reject them. Since they believed in me to do this favor for them, i accepted and the photoshoots will carry out really soon.

Just before i blog out, i am here to flaunt to my friends in Sg that.....NEXT WEEK...Chantel is going to put her hands on the steering wheel officially, driving to school, LEGALLY with MY DRIVING LICENSE :P Daddy and Christina managed to 'get' a car and i don't know how they 'get' it. It's not buying nor renting. It's like a monthly car change. You pay for everymonth, to maintain the car. But definitely not owning the car. It's rather complicated. But who cares! I am able to drive to school already! YAY!!!!!!


Miss all of you :)

Wednesday, August 5, 2009


Only if baby is still with me...baby would be 11weeks old already. And i wold already have known baby's gender..viewing through all the scannings and diaries i wrote. I started tearing again. I miss my baby so much. But then again, i told myself that everyone who loves me has not given up on me..I believe, i will love my next child, as much as how i love my first. It was my happiest days of my life having my baby with me for 5weeks.

These few days in Sydney is really cold, 15 degrees and below. Wearing sweater to school everyday! Having fun with my new mates and teachers. Yesterday, we had this interacting lesson..everyone supposed to talk about the past and why we came to this school. I am not afraid to let my mates and teachers know, it's impossible to keep from them and i don't wanna hide that i was once pregnant.

I told them the story of why i ended up in Sydney. Some of the females sobbed, some of the guys looked stunned, teachers was impressed that i shared my privacy with the class. I was already prepared if anyone is going to poke at me and giggle or tease me about it. But no one did that! Not even the guys! They told me life should move on and my fun and memorable life start here with them..hahaha. I think they really stood by me and support me. I'm so glad that i came here and knew all these great mates.

So as those readers out there like you, thank you so much. All of you saved my life. (Generally, i don't know when i will stop thanking you guys) I love you all.

And Joanna(someone who reads my blog) e-mailed me and asked me, will i ever stepped into a new relationship again after i faced all these obstacles and fear of relationship.

My answer to you is: Yes. I am not afraid of relationship and my current status is single and available. Doesn't mean after all these happenings, i will not step in relationship again. I will. I still want to fall in love with the guy i love. I still want to experience dating again :)


These are few of my mate who came from Singapore too!! Amazing isn't it? :) I am not alone!

Saturday, August 1, 2009


My new mates!!! They are probably the friendliest people you can ever find in Sydney. They prepared a welcome party for me!! With all the welcome post-it notes on my assigned table. It's amazing!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEM! And Sir Pierson is definitely the fun teacher i ever met. He dances during lessons!! And amazingly, he is a break dancer!!!!! My god.

School here is awesome, and i'm really enjoying it here! Of course, not forgetting today is Saturday, I GOT MY DRIVING LICENSE! I am going to drive soon!! And i will definitely catch a pic of it! Hahaha! I'm lovin it here. So as Daddy and Mummy. Daddy's company just assigned him to go work in Sydney with another company that his co. is allied with. Omg :) Daddy made such huge impact Hahaha!

Ah, ok! I'm seriously chatting with a lot of people now
Bye!!!!!!!!!!