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People usually addresses me as Chantel. Turned 17 on 18th June 92. Currently living + studying in Sydney. I used to be an Event organizer for night parties in Sg.

I am a divorcee, once married & divorced. I had my own baby, but aborted.You can call me cruel, heartless. But i still know my baby will live within me forever.

Chantel's story
19th May 09 - MY little baby existence♥!
25th May 09 - Bby proposed to me!
17th June 09 - Our Registration of Marriage!
22nd June 09 - see our baby scanning!
27th June 09 - My baby left me.
3rd July 09 - Wedding cancelled


read My pregnancy story***


You can mail me at:
forgetmetonight3@hotmail.com



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Monday, July 13, 2009
Be gone

Sorry for the long lost update. I was taking time to calm myself..

Thanks for all the messages. and consoling. I feel much better already..But i still miss my baby..Every night i'd flip my baby diary and read it..how i felt every day, how excited i was..I can't help it but to cry in my blanket.. It's still painful, i pray for my baby everynight..I want to tell my baby that, i'll always love you. more than anyone else could.

I'll be settling down at Sydney. Departing Singapore on 24th July 09, 7am Flight No. SQ233 . Arriving Kingsford Smith airport at 4pm plus..

I just want to escape away..He is still texting me, emailing me..getting ways to get me back. But to tell you,
ITS I M P O S S I B L E. Plz Wake up your mind. Move on with life. And i got nothing to do with you anymore.