Jasmine
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Msn changed

To people who are looking for me, my msn have changed because someone hacked into it and changed my password. Or anyone wish to add me up on msn :) toxicated-@hotmail.com (using back my old msn)

Spending the last 2days with my baby...I wrote down alot of things in a book..I really hope my baby won't blame me..I still feel very painful inside..I wanted to keep this baby so much..it was like my little slice of happiness. I really admire those young mummies out there..able to feel and hug their own child..and i can't..I don't even know my baby is a girl or boy..But doc told me high chance that it's a girl.. I even wanted to name my baby girl Chloe.. Because Ch(Chantel) l(love) oe(joe) Chloe. If it's a boy i'd name him Joel. Jo(joe) el(chantel).

I don't have a chance to call my baby..so i have a little advice to all young girls like me there..Think twice before gettin pregnant with your boyfriend..Eventhough he is old enough, or rich, or kind, or understanding. or whatever. Guys can be anything..Don't walk my tough path, ended up losing your very own first baby.

I really thanks to those people who emailed to me..and told me how to move on with life..if you want to ask me anything, feel free to ask me. toxicated-@hotmail.com If you're going through like me..can look for me too..i'd help you. Because you won't want to feel how is it like to murder your own baby.

My book i've written is already almost 100 pages. So i can read back and make me feel that my baby is still living in my heart..

Thanks to alot of people who stood by me when i brokedown.. Especially my sister, Christina.

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