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I am a divorcee, once married & divorced. I had my own baby, but aborted.You can call me cruel, heartless. But i still know my baby will live within me forever. 19th May 09 - MY little baby existence♥! 25th May 09 - 17th June 09 - 22nd June 09 - see our baby scanning! 27th June 09 - My baby left me. 3rd July 09 - Wedding cancelled |
Sunday, May 31, 2009
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_l_ to the friendship we have. The clique we always been together like mad woman. G o n e. Go spell yourself. Words are hurting when you all said that to me. Forget it.
Anyway, my birthday party at Meritus Lounge is cancelled. Maybe others. Because what for? When our clique of friends no longer exists. Forget it man _l_ Past few days were talking about all these and bought to an end. The end of us. Happy issues always from bby and Jasmine :) ♥ Anyway after 2days of running around hotels, bby and i decided to have our celebrating at Hilton Sg. Because its on promotion! :) 918nett per table. And reserved 15 tables. 10 guest per table! Should be enough! :D Another 13k gone for a dinner ): Wedding is such a hassle, but bby still insisted <3 Today is Sunday! Had lunch at bby's house with his family before he left for work..and drove me back home. Because i had family dinner with my family :) ♥ Mummy's cooking is still the best! ![]() this is how our wedding ballroom will be like! :D Then after dinner mummy and christina helped me to list out guests names for our wedding. So busy you know! Then have to inform June( the hotel wedding assistant) by Wednesday. So we can have the invitations printed out! yay!! This week is so busy! wedding cakes still need to order and send out one by one! omgggggg! busy busy busy. So tired already, if i don't sleep in the next minute, bby will call me up and scold me already. I cannot make him angry! if not i no wedding dress to wear :P Nighties! ♥Chantel
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Yay!
Good news, remember the condo unit that bby & i went to see? We got the unit already! Happy! Almost couldnt get it because someone offered higher price, but too bad la! bby is a property agent, so we got it first :P
Yesterday Ahma came over, and talk to me..haha Ahma wasn't angry at all :) She understands me so well!! We had lunch together with mummy and Christina. Christina followed mummy to market to buy food for dinner. Because bby bought her mummy over for dinner and discuss about our wedding stuffs. I told them i wanted to keep this wedding small, cuz i didnt want people to know that its a shotgun, but bby didn't want..bby don't care about what people say, he just insisted to have a grand one..he wanted everything perfect for me :) thanks bby!! ♥ MummIES decided to hold the wedding on 3rd July!! Actually wanted to put end of year, but by then baby is growing big already. shucks! So we had to rush everything :( ---- THIS EARLY MORNING, bby took leave..because we went to search for Bridal Boutiques. For bby and mine :) Was really really tiring! We went to Bridal Veli, J & C, Jess Haute, and La Belle Couture. Tried alot alot of gowns and bby tried alot of suits! TIRING! And bby was very bastard when we're at La Belle. he said this.. me: i like one! bby!! it fits on me perfectly! bby talk to the assistant: do you have a bigger size? assistant: sorry sir, we only have one size for each, unless you wish to do customizations. me: bby? why need bigger size? this one is ok la! bby: because you will grow fatter what! eat so much! MEAN RIGHT?! Whose boyfriend so sarcastic & mean?!?! MINE LA. LOL Then all of us started laughing. LOL WTF. Then we went to Jesse Haute at North Bridge. I still haven make up my mind!! I feel like buying all the gowns back home..LOL Help me choose! These are from Jess Haute Couture. ![]() 01 & 02 03 Gorgeous? I love 01 so much! and 02 03! And, our assistant, Jessica :) Sat for hours there, discussing with Jess about Indoor & Outdoor Photography, ROM, Make Up, HairDo, Bouquet, Car Deco, Gowns & Suits so & so..then we finally made a deal..It's expensive x_x! I think bby going bankrupt soon..The moment i see bby sign the cheque is like...the price of going Paris, with family of 4..Freaking 10.5k!!! EXPENSIVE RIGHT. Usually normally is only 5 or 6k for all.. Thanks Jessica! For helping us out! hahaha. After that, already 7pm, late!! We went to Lavendar food centre. STINGRAY & FRIED OYSTER!! Hahaha! Ate alot! I can eat almost like bby's appetite! with Sugarcane juice, best dinner :) Bought fried oyster back for my family too! Then bby drive me home..and came up my place to check online which hotel we should host the banquet at.. Arghhh. It's already almost 10pm, and we're still checking online!! Yawnnnnns~ Tomorrow will be going out to look for suitable hotel already..arghhh tiringgggggggggggg!!!!!!! after hotel, the gifts leh? the cakes, invitations and everything..going to be tired!!! Going off already night night!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Shopping w bby's mummy
![]() Tada!! LOL. I know its really early to get a playmat now..but bby's mummy insisted on buying..because she also very gan jiong!! Looks fun right?? i hope i am a baby so i can play with it..LOL! This little baby sure gonna get very pampered with cool toys!! lucky baby!! It cost quite cheap also! only $140! Hahaha! It's very very softy! Bby's mummy bring me to eat at Chicago Steakhouse! So nice! Then we went to Osim, and i bought a leg massager for her, cause she always leg pain!! Hahaha. Then we walk around at Kinokuniya. Bought some books there, for young parenting! hehe! Since i'm so free at home, i can read!! And few magazines :) I love to visit Kinokuniya because im a member there!! LOL. So i'll definitely get a cheaper price la! Like discount. We went to have teatime at Delifrance, and shop around there. Bought myself a bag from Fendi!! So nice! Bby's mother also bought a Fendi wallet! Hahaha! Then waited till bby finish his work, came to have dinner together at chinese restaurant..Bought food from the foodcourt downstairs! And snacks back for bby's family :) Then bby drive me home! Tomorrow ahma will be coming over to see me..i hope ahma won't scold me!! LOL. And tomorrow bby is going to cheque in for our condo unit!! i cannot wait for it to be approved :) Anyway, because of my pregnancy, and soon after my confinement, i need someone to replace my job. Here are the details of my job. REPLACEMENT OF MY JOB Duration: Starting on 1st June, till after my pregnancy & confinement (around a year) Jobscope: - Organize club/night events (must be able to do detailed proposals) - Go around clubs/bars to assist events (modeling, fashion, dances, Party theme) - Make sure events goes well and keep the amount of people in the club stable. (no overloading) - Ticketings/door-sales - Emcee/speaker for events Requirements: - at least 16yrs old - flexible working hours (from 6.30pm - 4am) - Absent for event = pay won't be included for that day. - Able to stay throughout till whole event ends. (ends around 3am to 4) - sociable + hardworking + polite + patient. Pay scheme: - each event proposal give (around $500 to $800) - each SUCCESS & Completed event (1k - 2k) So total pay would be around 1.5k TO 3k or more. ----- - Pay are going according to how well you promote the event and the sales. (the more people, the more $) - pay to be distributed end of month if interested, can contact me @ xoxo.chantel@gmail.com email/msn me :] ♥ Training will be provided by me, no prob!
Monday, May 25, 2009
PROPOSAL :P
Today is a happy day!!! because you all already know that my marriage is a shotgun..and bby didnt propose to me at all, like how the hell i would accept him to be my hubby right..i also kept thinking and sometimes upset about it.
I'm going to get married without a proper proposal from bby :( I kept thinking eversince the day i got pregnant. 19 May. Today is 25th May, bby got half day off. So bby took me to see our new house. I was excited of course! Who doesn't get excited to see your new house right?? We went to Toa Payoh estates there, actually not bad lah. The rooms are big, convenient also, buses, trains, central. But a little noisy. So bby said i don't have to decide first, look at afew units first..so after Toa Payoh, bby drive to another place.. Punggol, it's new estate. It's not that bad, but the rooms are really small..especially the bedrooms like wtf. But not really convenient. Far away from the mrt, limited bus services. gaaaah, and 1 shopping mall?! 2 or 3 coffeeshops?! lol! Totally not my type.. Then last unit we went is to Parkway Parade condo..It's really nice, cozy and breezy and peaceful! Alot bus services also :) I really like it! So i told bby i decided for this condo! Then bby make few calls so i went to the balcony to take a picture.. ![]() Not bad right? :) Bby said most probably will be able to get the unit once we cheque in! Which bby is going to do on Wednesday!! Hopefully can get this unit!! Then suddenly bby told me to close my eyes. (i thought he was going to bring me to the balcony) Me: ask me close eyes for what?! you nothing to do ah.. Bby: waalao, you can wait anot?!?! Good things deserve to be waited. Me: kuai dian la! (faster) Bby: baby, open your eyes. Haven even breathe a word out, i burst into tears already!! Bby was proposing to me!! Omg. And the ring was last year Xmas when i told bby the Charlotte ring was very nice..but the price was really steep. Last seen the price was 8650. But not sure if it decrease or increase. I still can remember very very very clearly what bby said. "Baby, although our marriage came unplanned, and made you got baby and i never even propose to you..i feel like a useless bf..but baby, i want to propose to you here, in our new house, to remember the start of our family. Will you marry me? (giggling)" Of course i said yes la! duh! then say what? No, i won't marry you? LOL. Bby is really sweet :) ![]() LOL *show off. Nice right?! Thanks alot bbyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! I believe i won't regret marrying you :) Then i wear the ring and cannot stop starring at it.. LOL. After that around evening, bby need to go back to work..so he told me to drive his car, he take bus back.. aww :( So i drive back home and have dinner with my family :) And showed my big proposal ring to my family. LOL!! I know i very haolian right? Thanks ha! Also told them about bby buying new house, and moving in after our wedding. I'm really happy that daddy said that bby is a capable and a man of word. WHOOO! Bby declared victory when i told him that. LOL!!! Funny thing is, mummy scolded daddy, for not buying her a diamond ring for proposal. LOL. Daddy bought her the orbiang gold one. HAHAHA. Poor daddy!! Tomorrow i'm going shopping with bby's mother!!! yay!! byebyebye! go study abit first! because i got NO SCHOOL FOR THE NEXT ONE YEAR?! YAY! xo, Chantel.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Happy.
Yesterday was bby's offday. So we went out together. hahas. Bby insisted to go see baby things. like wth! so gan jiong right..we went to Vivo City and bby had a hard time parking his car. LOL. Then went shopping! Bby is so bad when i saw a dress that i like..
me: bby, is this dress ok? bby: no leh. me: why? looks nice what. bby: because few more months later cannot wear liao, cause your tummy big big! me: wtf!!! then i pinch him. So mean lor...its because of you lor. make my tummy big for the next few months..you're so gonna die. Then bought candies for bby's little sister. haha then we went to bby's house for dinner with his family. Then bby drive me home :) Was damn tired then fall asleep after mummy gave me some kind of dessert before bed :) ![]() my happy face! LOL :P love bby & baby! :P
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
MARRIAGE :D:D
See my title also know what is the outcome already!!!
BBY CAME MY HOUSE IN THE MORNING 8AM!!!!!! LOL. Daddy was awake already..so we sat in the living room with mummy and my sister..then bby plucked his courage to confess to daddy. Daddy didnt scold us at all..he just asked bby whats his plans..luckily bby planned everything last night. 1. Bby is going to register marriage with me 2. While preparing for wedding, bby will work extra hard to support me & baby. 3. Bby won't take money from my parents at all. 4. Bby's mummy will be able to takecare of me when i'm alone at home. I'm so thankful..that daddy agreed and understand our situation a lot..and my sister, Christina for willing to help me out :) love her a lot. Then we all went to have breakfast together! :) It was a family breakfast. I felt so happy and blissed. Then mummy suggested bby to bring me to the gynae for checkup. Christina accompanied me too :) So bby drove us to Ann. Dr Tan examined me and told me its too small to see baby..must wait 2months later then come again..she also told me to take good care of myself because baby is growing everday inside my tummy ;) 1. No more clubbing. 2. No more alchohol. 3. No more running or jumping around. 4. Big and healthy diet everyday!!! 5. No more staying out late Bby drove us to his house to talk about marriage with his family :) They met my sister too! haha, very socialable right! And we've decided to go register marriage next month a day before my birthday!!!!!!! Double happiness right! :D Tomorrow going to school, to pass my withdrawal from school letter. Because daddy say need to rest a lot..luckily my N levels is as private candidate. So i have to study extra hard not to dissapoint mummy & daddy & importantly, bby!! :) I PROMISED I WILL SCORE WELL FOR N'S!! bby & i are so excited to see our baby scanning!! :D
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Chantel & Joe's little baby
Chantel did not went to school because, i'm not feeling well today..i threw up 2times in the morning, and i knew i was going to be sick..But i realized that i've missed my period already..then i started to suspect that, past few weeks that i feel so nauseous and huge appetite, i went to pharmacy to buy pregnancy kit..
In the morning like 9am plus, i took the test, it was POSITIVE!!!!!!!!! I don't know to be happy or cry, cause i scared daddy might be angry and wouldnt approve..so i kept crying..scared daddy will disown me. I don't know who to call at all..Wanted to call bby, but i scared bby won't want me or our baby anymore. I really scared. I tried to called Nicolette but think she was sleepin, so i called Jasmine, luckily she picked up!!! So i told her what happened, then she asked me to tell my mummy and bby first..so i called bby and tell him..I thought bby will be pissed off or something..but bby didnt!! BBY WAS VERY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! me: bby, i took pregnancy test, and it shows positive..(sobbing) bby: HUH?!?!?! MEANS YOU PREGNANT LA???? me: ya..sorry baby..sorry baby. bby: SORRY FOR WHAT? YOU SIAO OR WHAT!!! ITS OUR PRECIOUS BABY LEH!!! HAHAHAHA I CAN BE DADDY ALREADY LA?? PAPA PAPAAAAA I was so shocked when bby said that!!!! then i became so happy!!!! :D So i called mummy and told her! Mummy say don't lie to her, i never!! so i say i sumpa! Mummy also happy!!! omg right? LOL! i also cannot believe it lor. After that, bby took half day off and came to my house straight after that!! me: mummy, i tell you something hor mummy: ya? you hungry ah? me: no la, i serious de. mummy: oh haha then what you want? me: i hor...took the pregnancy kit leh..then right its a..err positive leh mummy: zhen de ma???! (really anot?) me: ya la! bluff you got money ah. mummy: waaa!! i be ahma liao!! hao ah hao ah! (good ah good ah) me: mummy you not angry? mummy: you siao..angry for what!!! baby cute leh! Stupid bby, keep rubbing my tummy. Then he bring me to his house to tell his parents..they didn't get angry but very supportive & understanding :) Bby's mummy say its time to go ROM then wedding before my tummy gets big..so i said dont know if my daddy agrees anot.. When on the way home after dinner, bby on the car said to me that no matter how hard its gonna take for daddy to accept us and our baby, he won't give up. I touched till i cried! I♥you bby :) But daddy said he wont be home early..so bby say tomorrow morning he come again.. I really realized how much bby is willing to do things for me, no matter what is the outcome, he will always be there for me. Labels: discover my baby
Monday, May 18, 2009
I hope
things will takes to an agreement
and not disgrace or hatreds.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
EXAMS!!!!!!
Today is Saturday right..
This morning went to school............History exam. like wtf. 8am - 930am. Surprisingly, didnt know bby took off today!!!! He was outside my school waiting for me! hahaha! sweet guy :) he said want to bring me out cause was one of his brother's birthday. Drove me home, and drove me out again! hahaha. Happy Birthday Melvin! :) Something bad happened when i was in bby's car. I suddenly feel so nauseous. So i told bby to stop..then he gave me sweet to eat..so i felt better..maybe was carsick. :P Then we went to Cineleisure Kbox, Melvin booked 4rooms omg. so effing big! & he kept running around, he was sweating lor omg! ahhaha!! we sang birthday song for him, bby & Alex sang the loudest..what to do..guys~~~~~LOL =x Ok la! i want to sleep already!!! so late!! almost 5am already! GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!
xo, Chantel :D
Friday, May 15, 2009
TY BABY!
Bby knows that i'm very upset nowadays and stressed. because of my exams..and i'm having moodswings like wtf.
bby never fails to cheer me up :) he understands me the most!! At 11pm, when i was studying for my History paper, bby called and asked how was it.. Bby: baby, hows your revision for exams? me: its terrible lor :( i wished i need not to study Bby: wei!!! you can't say that ok, or i'll get angry!! me: okok! sorry!! i just feel so moody today! fk it. Bby: Thats why you got me, this baby here! go open your door now me: huh?? now?? don't want la so late already. (i still so stupid not knowing hes outside) Bby: just open la aiyo..naggy girl. me: oi! ok la! wait la! *opens door* Bby: tadah!!! see!! i prepare gift to cheer you up la! hahaha! ![]() Isnt bby sweet? he even bought supper for me xD so we ate and study together!! Eventhough bby no need to study, he still study with me! helped me to highlight impt keypoints :) Thanks alot bby! studied till 1am, then bby went back home! Thanks bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbyy!! LOVE BABY JOE MOST :)
Thursday, May 14, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY LYNN! :D
Hope you enjoyed today :) though our class was a little boring and run out of ideas, we hope you love those gifts & plans we've made for you!! May your wishes come true soooooooon! Ohshit, today's Maths exam was like shit, i swear bby gonna scold me when he sees my results!!!!!!!!! uh nooooooooo!! P.S: Chantel is hungry now la :( |